Tuesday, May 25, 2010

:) NicE DaY to CatCh some RayS

Today was such a peaceful day! I had the day off and it was the first day I didn't have to be up at work early.... I should probably get used to that though considering I'm about to be working at a summer camp and gotta BE THERE at 6 am..... I AM SOOOO NOT A MORNING PERSON! lol My new best friend has recently become a 3foot tall can of monster energy drink! THe Blue Kind lol :0) Its pretty delicious if I must say so.. HeEHeE
Anyways... I got to sleep til 12:30 and it was actually really hard to stay asleep that long... my internal clock always wakes me uP! or my dog does! lol
I went and layed out at the pool with my good pal blake who I am making take me to the lake this weekend... he doesn't know it yet though! HAAHAHA
Today has just been very relaxing!
I also decided, because I think its what is best for me at the moment... and I also believe it was what God has called for me to do in this season....Its time for committment! To the Lord! Which means..... NO BOYS! :)
FINALLY, I am not going to think about, worry about, or want a relationship until its the right time and until I know exactly where I stand and who I am as a woman of God. I know that I need to know all about myself before I can start to get to know another person. God wants me to know him and he wants to know me! That is a relationship I am willing to give up boys for!
For the next 7 months of my life.... there will be no dating! and as hard as it may be.... I am not going to wish for a relationship even though it IS the desires of my heart. My biggest dream and desire is to be married with atleast 3 or 4 kids... and to live on a farm with my sexy, outdoorsy, huntin, fishin, ridin 4 wheelers husband! BUTTTTT the lord has said if I give him all of my attention for now, THEN....he will give me what I want! I can't wait for that day when I meet my husband...but I KNOW that I won't meet him as long as I stay focused on what I WANT and not what THE LORD WANTS!
I'm very at peace about it..... I know the Lords got my back in all sitautions... and I don't give him enough credit! So, Thank you lord..... for ALL of the wonderful things you have done for me!

Hope everyone had a great day as well! :o)
LOVE yALL!

1 comment:

  1. Love it, and you are gonna get an amazing guy!! :) GUESS WHAT U DESERVE IT!

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